that don't warrant a page by themselves
or seem to fit better here
pending poems index
chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page
audio files can be complemented by listening to them with the eyes closed !
the
first
hour
of
the
moth
the
first
hour
of
the
moth
continual
and
eternal
dalliance
swept
away
continual
dalliance
swept
away
| meaningless | woman witch vision | advaita view terminus |
| view on advaita | people obtrude | anticipating problems v2 |
| anticipating problem v1 |
the
teachers
are
a
bit
bizarre !
it
was
really
a
right
decision
not
to
mow
the
lawn
plenty
of
insight
in
the
absence
of
that
activity !
it
was
really
a
right
decision
not
to
mow
the
lawn
plenty
of
insight
in
the
absence
of
that
activity !
spiritual
path
transparent
look
at
ourselves
spiritual
path
a
transparent
look
at
ourselves
spiritual
path
a
transparent
look
at
ourselves !
so-
called
spiritual
path
relatively
transparent
look
at
ourselves
needs
to
be
completely
transparent
don't
know
how
you
achieve
that !
so-
called
spiritual
path
relatively
transparent
look
at
ourselves
needs
to
be
completely
transparent
don't
know
how
you
do
that !
a
species
diseased
by
social
copying !
bit
crusty
the
dutch
psychotic
or
autistic !
bit
crusty
the
dutch
psychotic !
lust
is
a
fairly
simple
behavior
and
the
perpetuation
of
themselves !
if
we'd
just
take
them !
think
we
are
always
looking
for
some
image
of
ourselves !
or
even
all/most
women
are
not
female
at
all
they
are
a
bizzare/amplified
combination
of
gender
blurring
which
gives
rise
to
apparently
female !
sit
on
this
immense
voidness
of
expecting
people
to
run
after
them
and
make
things
happen !
course
it
is
void !!!!
sit
on
this
immense
voidness
of
expecting
people
to
run
after
them
and
make
things
happen !
do
we
have
to
wear
out
so
badly?
different
universe
of
women
to
that
and
rags
the stars and rags are like the extremes of the mutal communication : o ) (
my advice on taking retreats
all that endless verbal masturbating on the zen and advaita blogs, a day by themselves and they wouldn't be so loquacious
the answer these days is to take retreat time on your own cognizance and use the web for reading and in terms of questions this site is available, i'm not being immodest, but in all honesty i can't recommend anyone else except toni packer who is not available !
why can't you cope with my replies? buddha would have dished me up and eaten me with crayfish : o )
the truth is zazen is making you more limited and narrowing your horizons !
reply again after he deleted the above !
but isn't what you have just written thought?
you are not ignoring your own thoughts, but saying those are right and mine are wrong !
the skill is in sorting out what is true or so and what is wrong, zazen just entrenches our own thoughts, says they are right when mostly , like everything else they are wrong !
just try leaving this up for a couple of days and see how you feel about it then !
who is greater , basho or dogen ?
deleted again !
are
confronted
with
relationship
dilemma
were
successfully
raised
because
mothers
displayed
the
traits
that
they
abhor !
don't
think
men
understand
how
strong
jealousy
is
with
women
they
can
and
will
kill
for
it !
there
is
something
peculiar
about
language
what
exactly
it
is
i
don't
know
maybe
it's
the
way
it
mirrors
the
world !
of
being
an
audience
is
the
need
to
be
an
audience
is
the
critical
facilities
away
and
just
listen
of
being
an
audience
is
the
need
to
be
an
audience
is
the
critical
facilities
away
and
just
listening
is
a trap
for
the
non-
discerning !
you
get
it
right
advaita
with
their
flakey
airy-fairyness
spit
you
out !
and
non
quarks
and
non
non
quarks!
all
our
aptitude
is
for
plagiarizing
and
none
for
our
own
thinking !
don't
think
zazen
hits
the
right
spot
at
all !
unbelievable , i just saw a couple of hen mallards with the bright green flash in the wing fly down onto a small wave and surf !
this was at the goat island reserve, late afternoon on january, saturday the 13th
you
want
to
do
a
retreat
get
away
by
yourself
for
half
a
day
or
a
day
visual
like
the
beach
or
sea
somehow
or
a
walk
or
bush
nature
anyway !
what
infinity
is
this
silent
staring
what
infinity
is
just
this
silent
staring ?
not
going
to
write
10
bloody
homilies
a
day
the
rest
of
my
life?
not
going
to
write
10
bloody
homilies
a
day
for
the
rest
of
my
life?
the
relaxed
demeanour
of
one
who
is
childless
you
have
a
lot
of
money
you
have
a
certain
degree
of
command
of
the
world
it's
not
infinity
it's
not
heaven
and
it's
not
hell
and
that's
about
it !
a
lot
of
human
evolution
is
about
the
female
taming
the
male
of
course
the
male
can
tame
the
female
too
or
can
he/they
i
don't
think
so !
mills
and
boon
precursor
i don't
like
it
empty
she
said
and
empty
it
is !
sei
shonagon
is
way
better
and
more
cultured !
murasaki's
diary
is
more bitingly
realistic
tho
and
a
much
better
document !
blindness
of
men
to
women
mortifying !
maybe
there's
nothing
to
understand
just
an
endless
spacy
wackiness
is
just
a
staging
post
to
BABY !
old
tired
man
who
doesn't
want
to
be
alive !
old
tired
man
who
doesn't
want
to
be
alive
old
tired
man
who
doesn't
want
to
be
alive !
surprised
me
that
that
was
a
bit
painful
to
say !
don't
think
men
ever
properly
grow
up
without
involvement
with
a
woman
then
children !
there is some-one there to suffer, it's just that there can be an identity in that, the point of identity is not a removal of suffering but it's synchronicity with brahman !
i think the way to understand it, is in the abatement something appears
lisa cairns deleted my reply so i wrote
lol, will you remove this reply/comment as well ? you may feel that what i wrote threatens your status as a teacher but in fact it only promotes you !
she
deleted that comment as well !
this
made
me
think
a
bit
he's
still
the
eight
year
old
with
adultsexuality
sorta
a
ghastly/sleazy
peter
pan
knocking
off
all
the
fairies
the
rings
and
teddy
bears
on
the
bed
he
never
wanted
to
and
has
never
grown
up
and
is
now
looking
for
what
cannot
be
recovered !
who
you
have
of
and
to
yourself
abit
reform !
who
you
are
you
have
this
pattern
of
habits
abilities
and
disabilities
you
need
to
deconstruct
yourself
abit
and
reform !
clark hays
all you can do is walk away from people like this, fucking pretenders lacking the personal modesty for even an inkling of their inadequacy to pass through their brain !
have
to
keep
going
relentlessly
forward !
have
to
keep
going
relentlessly
forward
cortical deoxygenation study
his blog
you have to be so careful of these forums like the hardcore zen blog (and the advaita buddha at the gas pump), infested by the literally brain damaged, and what's wrong with brad warner i do not know, except a brain scan of his i saw was indicative of some serious issue
mysterion's aortic valve stenosis would have been avoidable with adequate sun on the skin and vitamin D and adequate dietary vitamin K both of which reverse calcification
careless of his health and careless of the reader's brain and time, don't be fooled by the trap these forums represent!
what
writing
is
unfolding
from
infinity
do
men
want
women
so
much
you
have
got
to
be
crazy !
do
men
want
women
so
much
christ
you
have
got
to
be
crazy !
i
thought
zen
blog,
who plays each other for suckers more, brad warner or the commenters ?
the commenters like they represent a financially viable audience
they
only
suck
money
blood
and
your
life
of
the
best
works
of
art
dunno about leonardo da vinci, i think what he says is more in the depth of the painting, or the unity of the painting with itself !
without
a
window
a
full
moon
rising
in
the
east
through
the
clouds
rainbow
hues !
is
a
parody
so
effective?
because
it's
a
uniting
of
art
with
what
it
is
criticizing !
is
a
parody
so
effective?
because
it's
a
uniting
of
art
with
what
it
is
criticizing !
is
parody
so
effective?
because
it's
a
unitization
of
art
and
what
it's
criticizing !
timelessness
occurs
we
need
to
stop
for
it
maybe
give
up
something !
timelessness
occurs
we
need
to
stop
for
it
maybe
give
up
something !
for
it
weirdness
of
reaching
55
and then
waiting
round
to
die !
weirdness
of
reaching
55
and
waiting
round
to
die !
weirdness
of
reaching
55
and then
waiting
around
to
die !
you've
had
the
fundamental
enlightenment
experience
you
know
there
can't
be
more !
you've
had
the
fundamental
enlightenment
experience
you
know
there
can't
be
more !
looks
normal
until
you
get
to
the
abnormal!
the
net's
really
good
at
is
sustaining
dissident
opinions
what
it's
also
good
the
net's
really
good
at
is
sustaining
dissident
opinions
ye
who
i
criticize
public
criticism
is
part
of
the
new
order
of
things
shape
up !
better
yet
reply !
ye
who
i
criticize
public
criticism
is
the
new
order
of
things
shape
up !
better
yet
reply !
lol, someone posting this link on the hardcore zen blog : o )
it's the hardcore zen blog all over !
very
clever !
always
on
that
edge
of
incompetence
clawing
it's
way
out
to
competence !
can
say
some
words
but
what
do
they
actually
mean ?
can
say
a
word
but
what
does
it
actually
mean ?
now
a
famous
i
mean
infamous
uh
i
mean
completely
unkown
author !
now
a
famous
i
mean
infamous
i
mean
completely
unkown
author !
is
a
concept
a
concept
is
a
concept
a
concept ?
it's sorta gentle and harsh at the same time
men can be discerning, dan's no fool, he picked it just like that, silly bitch and silly bastard
in a summer dress
dancing shadow
through love’s window
reply:
paranormal
demon
love
is
not
a
window !
can i suggest interviews with attractive yoga teachers ?
look what richard miller gets ! (ed. video 1/4 way down page)
AND (the big bonus)
a parody by DAN !
have you had a parody by dan? well richard miller is easy meat, maybe you could be alittle less subtle? anyway obviously a spaced out interview with some yoga honey will go along way to earning your very own parody
brad warner, you haven't had a genuine enlightenment experience ! you are not 7th patriarch approved !
10 or 28 years of zazen , what has it done for you except make you stupid, rigid and schizophrenic, christ look at fred and mysterion, bed fellows in insanity !
zen teachers are the truth and worst advertisment for zazen ever !
do yourself a favour and look to your talents like your very good visual artistic skills to make a living cause the zen thing has flopped and if your blog is not telling you that, what will?
if you are real you will reply here, but like the rest you are pretenders, burrito zen
why are you back in akron? F C S, if that's not a destructive nostalgia, what is?
this is the last time i am going to attempt to assist you, what i wrote might seem hostile but i am being a help to you !
i am not posting on your blog, but you are free to post here and unlike your blog, there is no censorship, why not be helped?
it's because you lack the basic enlightenment experience and don't know what it entails !
look who posts on your blog....... rigid unimaginative nuts ! who posts on the 7th patriarch blog? almost nobody, what more can i say ?
mental
vacuum
that
advaita
represents
is
too
much !
you
can
face
them
off
for
a
while
but
still
get
you
the
big
problem
with
religion
is
it
deforms
people
out
of
their
natural
shape !
big
problem
with
religion
and
zen
is
it
deforms
people
out
of
their
natural
shape !
i
is
hell !
i
is
hell !
they
are
the
robots
who
have
been
entrusted
with
the
survival
of
the
species !
i
think
that
the
only
thing
that
has
saved
me
from
being
consumed
by
the
maw
of
zen
and
advaita
is
my
own
creative
writing
some
certainty
of
integrity
and
self
assurance
to
bulwark
against
the
cretinous
onslaught !
shugen
you
have
inherited
the
daido
loori
does
it
fit?
it
is
very
destructive
for
men
to
be
treated
badly
by
other
men !
don't
richness compared to poverty?
if you don't understand what i am saying, please give it time !?
poorer sound quality but the video of a perfomance of sacrifice by lisa gerrard and pieter bourke
hildegarde von bingen kyrie eleison
kyrie eleison means “lord have mercy”
dried
flowers
in
a
small
vase
from
the
fresh
it
both
loses
something
and
intensifies
something !
the
emptiness
i
am
floating
round
the
emptiness
i
am
is
floating
round
the
mode
of
the
sixth
patriarch's
transmission
to
me
is
patriarchal
and
i
am
electing
to
continue
it
characteristic
of
the
patriarchy
is
a single
unitary
line
of
transmission
and
since
that's
been
re-established
i
am
going
to
continue
it !
funny
i
don't
think
i
could
go
back (ed. springwater center)
and
live
the
way
i
lived
there
last
time
i
think
i
could
i
think
i
would
soldiers were always being knifed in the street
takes all the fun out of rape, pillage and plunder
i notice if i'm thinking about a subject, it pays to do a search
just a half thought gone ..............
